Bass drops and breakdowns. The pulse of my life.

Three classes this quarter. 8ppl in my first class, 4 in my second, and I'm the only one in my last class. It should be a pretty sweet quarter to say the least.

Sometimes I hate being an RA because you have to deal with stupid people. Students that shouldn't be here, students that complain too much for their own good, and students that are pretty much just failures. Its a tiring job, I wish I got paid more. :(

So getting back into the rotation of things is going to be fun. Homework, projects, work, sleeping (maybe), and trying to have a social life.

Listened to two of the four new album I have, today. Fixed at Zero by VersaEmerge and Diamond Eyes by Deftones. I also have Brand New Eyes by Paramore and We Will Overcome by Close Your Eyes are good along with the other two. I love music. Its what keeps me going and keeps me sane. Without it I would go crazy.

This is our Melody. This is our Song!

I just looked at my school schedule and I don't have a class past 2pm this quarter! NO NIGHT CLASSES! Go me for scheduling awesomeness. But I do have to be up at eight on two days. This is cool though since it's Directing and Pre-Production. Speaking of which I'm going to work on Matt and Teague this week.

In other news, I need to try and fix my work schedule. Even though calling to say Goodnight, and How was your day?, and What are you doing tomorrow?, and I miss you, and, well I could go on for three hours, is great and I would trade sleep to do those things, obviously, Sleep will be needed this quarter. Aside from the three projects I want and need to do, I'll probably be working my ass off at work.

At least I have a few things to look forward to. For example, August 19th-August 22nd. Then Sept. 26th-whenever Fall Quarter starts. Filming a few shorts including but not limited to, The Human Condition, Matt and Teague, Purple Shoes, and Vampirophile. I have alot to look forward to this quarter and the end of the year.

I have all the pieces of my heart back, so now I can live again.

I'll be there for you......

I take these days one step at a time. Looking back at what could have been and what now is. After seeing the light in the dark room, I never take these days for granted. My eyes are fixed on the girl with the sparkle in her eye. They pull me in and keep me. I accept this and let her know that I keep her all the same.

Taken down a road I never thought would appear. In three days a new path was paved towards my happiness. In more ways than one I thank you for keeping your eyes open. You saw something in me that I tried so hard to show many others that just turned a cold shoulder. For this I will never break the bond we share.

Thank you.

Olivia loves M&M's :D

You know when they say, "When you stop looking, you'll find someone"? I now understand what they mean. I spent the good part of a sixth month period, well you know scratch that, the good part of a year looking for someone to be a suitable match with me. Someone that cared about me, as much as I cared about them. Someone that I didn't have any problems with. However I was never really true to myself. All my previous relationships with girls have all been against my better judgment. They all did something that now, after my list, would be huge red flags to me. For example, Two out of the past four were religious. Two out of the past four did drugs. Two out of the last four lived in Indiana. And none of them could I be myself around.

However a chance encounter in North Carolina, and by chance I mean if I had went there a week sooner or a week later things would be different, I met Nicole Osborne. So far this girl is everything I've been looking for in a girl and lacks all the things I don't want. She is almost perfect for me. The only problem is, she lives 7 hours away. 7 HOURS AWAY! Now distance like that can ruin something good. But since we both believe this is something great, I look at it as an easy obstacle to overcome to be with this girl.

Now me planning on going to the Art Institute in Charlotte has many motives not just so I can be closer to her. I plan on finishing my Bachelors there and working for Red Rider Productions. A future job opportunity for me there. So those two things are huge pluses. And the fact that the most perfect girl for me lives there is good in of itself.

So I know I wanted to do Science and Physics but this path I've chosen is taking me places. Places that I truly want to be. Around people who enjoy what I enjoy and a girl that likes me as much as I do her.

Its a win win WIN situation and I don't plan to pass this up. But waiting for dates like August 20th and September 17th to roll around will just have to be taken in stride as minor obstacles for the big plans in my future.

I've never been this happy about a girl, or a life change in my life. It'll be the farthest I've lived from a parent but it'll be the closest I've been to living on my own. Wish me luck on my endeavor and this life altering experience.