I've never felt so inept. My ineptitude has crippled me and made me spiral yet again into EC.
Why do I do anything? Why even try? There is no legacy, there is no lasting impression that I will impart upon my death. I will fade into obscurity as countless others have behind me. I am nothing. We are nothing.
My nihilism erupts when my mind drifts to these places.
But should I embrace it? or try to subdue it. Or just take my car to the nearest cliff and dive off. Steal Ben's gun and blow my brains out.
I see no point.
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