Window To Nowhere

i'm on the outside always looking in cause
i can't make right from all the wrongs and
i wish that i could just fit in but
the world can't see me for who i am with
all these veils around their eyes i
can't escape the truth in lies
this isn't who i really am
this isn't who i really am

i'm on the outside always looking in no
never wishing for an escape from sin tho
wanting to join the group that's pounding
at my front door and trying to pull me
into the front yard now i'm dirty
push me one way pull another
i can't escape all the thunder
I fall apart as i drop farther

i'm on the inside bursting to get out cause
all these days exist in repetition
all this time spent with out attention
to the better things
to the things i really need
to all the better things
to the people i really need now

i'm on the inside
always feeling dim
turn the lights off now
i'm going to bed