Disconnected from the world around me. I feel a sense of self exclusion and isolation. Internal and external.
Muted is the word that comes to mind to describe the feeling surrounding my life. A muted sense of expression, muted sense of excitement, muted sense of attachment to those around me. I don't feel strongly in either direction.
Fractions of feeling emerge in short bursts. Perhaps, it is my subconscious unwillingness to let anyone in or let my emotions crescendo. Maybe it's my lost will to accept strong expression of emotions. I know not the cause of this feeling.
Dereliction of my emotions has caused a rift in my soul. A patchwork needs to be stitched in place to fix the schism. Otherwise I predict a long stay on this limbo.
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