I've been wanting to say it for weeks now. I've been feeling the words dance on my lips and fly over my tongue but they stop before they escape. There is something different about the way I feel about you. As if I don't need to play that old trump card.
Words have always been said in a pleading manner, in an attempt to keep those around that I want to have around. As if my presence or who I am wasn't enough. That I needed to beg and plead to keep them with me by expressing my bleeding heart.
With you I know that I need not bleed myself dry and with that realization I'm at a loss.
Like you, I spend a lot of time in my head thinking, overthinking, and imagining how things will be.
I see us together, lights twinkling around us, snow falling softly. There is no sound, it has all drained away. There is only you and me. I'm staring into your eyes and nothing could take you away from me.
I need to give in to these feelings and let them actually sprout anew within me without reservations. I want to give you everything.
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