I just realized that if society truly did collapse I wouldn't last a week in that world. I'd most likely find a way to kill myself. My sanity has been fragile in relatively good times; put me into a situation where real survival is needed? I'm dead.
I've based a large part of my life on escapism and distractions. I'm not much of a producer. I'm not much of a go getter or motivated individual. I see no point in existence most of the time. So the prospect of existing in a world worse than we have right now is a non-ask. I'll choose death. I'm already on the brink of that right now, almost constantly. Only having a respite for short spurts of time.
I see no point in living except to consume and be distracted day in, day out.
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