Wash these hands clean, for inside I am dark as night.

My heart is full. Pain, dark water fills up the cracks. I call it pain. It reminds me I am alive. I wish to drain it. Replace it with light.

Light from your smile. It has the power to heal wounds and drive away demons. Demons that you create. You are my solace and my demise.

How can one be the creation and the destruction? Both sides of the coin. A duality that tears men's souls from their bosoms and drags them to hell.

I take no more comfort in your smile. It only drills a deeper hole in my heart. Slowy filling up, with dark water. Pain.

I'll drown in this tonight.