I compare and contrast myself to others. I see their faults and realize mine are more substantial. I lack focus and drive. I'm free floating and I can't see the ground.
Nothing keeps me grounded. Ambition and motivation elude me. I'm becoming the type of person I dreaded. Mediocre. Over the past four years I've spread myself thin. Kicked myself when I was down, and reached up at those that never helped me. I've also taken people for granted.
I focus on my flaws. I can't see both sides of the coin.
When nothing but the air in my lungs remains, what do I truly have?
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