I've realized a lot about myself over the passing months. I learn something new and things start to become less or more relevant to me. For instance I care less about having a relationship now then ever. I don't loathe my loneliness anymore, I accept it's inevitability. So I've set my sights on things that can actually move me forward in this life.
I have my band that I'm working on, I've got my stories that I need to complete and share with people and I have my house.
People don't realize how much a place to yourself actually helps someone out. Living at home was hell but I had some money. Living on my own I'm constantly broke but I feel at peace for I only need worry about myself and my own well being and happiness. I haven't taken my medication in a week and I don't feel like i want to destroy everything I see.
I've started down a path that I can't see the end of but right now I'm content with the scenery.
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