intrusive

thought about standing in front of a train today.

But I decided against it, I didn't want to inconvenience the technician.

the only two people out at 4 a.m. and I want to ruin their morning with my problems.

how selfish would i have been?

too selfish to contend with.


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i didn't lie
when i said
i wanted to jerk
the wheel
towards the median.

i literally struggle
to keep my hands on
10 and 2
every morning.

once i pass the bridge though,
i know
i'm home free.

those ten miles before
though, they
frighten me.